{"id":81,"date":"2015-08-17T23:23:35","date_gmt":"2015-08-17T20:23:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/dokuzadabirdeniz.com\/?p=81"},"modified":"2016-02-10T03:29:30","modified_gmt":"2016-02-10T01:29:30","slug":"sivriadadan-yassiadaya","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dokuzadabirdeniz.com\/?p=81","title":{"rendered":"Sivriada Geceleri – Sait Faik Abas\u0131yan\u0131k"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sait Faik Abas\u0131yan\u0131k \u00a0(Son Ku\u015flar,\u00a01952)<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

Bir nisan ak\u015fam\u0131, yola \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Geceyi o yan\u0131p yan\u0131p s\u00f6nen \u0131\u015f\u0131klar adas\u0131nda ge\u00e7irecek, sabah erkenden su \u00fcst\u00fc karag\u00f6z\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kacakt\u0131k.Niyetimiz daha erken yola \u00e7\u0131kmakt\u0131 ya. Hava bir tuhaft\u0131. Uzakta f\u0131rt\u0131na bulutuna da benzer sis vard\u0131. Bir g\u00fcndo\u011frusu bu sisi temizleyiverdi.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Bu sefer de g\u00fcndo\u011frudan bir kara bulut gelip ya\u011fmurunu bo\u015faltt\u0131. Sonra g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc boydan boya kaplayan bir ebemku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce Kalafat:
\n– Selamet, dedi. Basal\u0131m art\u0131k. Hava d\u00fczeldi demektir.Kalafat’a g\u00f6re f\u0131rt\u0131nalar atlat\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\nG\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcndeki bu yedi renk, s\u00fck\u00fbna i\u015faretti.Yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z zaman, deniz d\u00fcmd\u00fczd\u00fc. Ebemku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 zaman zaman g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczden silinip tekrar ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. Sanki d\u00fcnyan\u0131n kurulu\u015fundan bir g\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131yor gibi gidiyorduk.Arkama bakt\u0131m. Bu sefer de \u00c7aml\u0131ca s\u0131rtlar\u0131nda bir iki bulut peydahlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\n– Poyraz geliyor, Kalafat, dedim.
\n– Gelsin, dedi. G\u00fcn batmadan Oksiya’day\u0131z.
\n– Fener erken yand\u0131 galiba? dedim.
\n– O gece g\u00fcnd\u00fcz \u00e7akar be! dedi.Sivriada’n\u0131n bir mil a\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, sa\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan hafif hafif bize yeti\u015fmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan poyraz kabar\u0131verdi.Kalafat, kay\u0131\u011f\u0131n burnunu poyraza \u00e7evirdi. Sivri’yi solumuzda b\u0131rak\u0131p a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yorduk.<\/span><\/div>\n
– Neden b\u00f6yle \u00e7ekiyorsun k\u00fcre\u011fi? dedim.
\n– B\u00f6yle \u00e7ekmesem nas\u0131l d\u00fc\u015feriz Sivri’ye, dedi. \u015eimdi ak\u0131nt\u0131ya verdik miydi sandal\u0131n burnunu, k\u00fcrek \u00e7ekmeden ma\u011faran\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcndeyiz.Sahiden de \u00f6yle oldu. Sular bizi tam ma\u011faran\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne getirdi. Sandal\u0131n burnunu ma\u011faraya soktuk. Bekledik. Kalafat kep\u00e7eyi dald\u0131r\u0131yor, kocaman karidesler tutuyordu.Birden durdu. Yan\u0131m\u0131zdaki \u00e7ocu\u011fa,
\n– Baksana, Sotiri, dedi, ay\u0131 bal\u0131\u011f\u0131 geldi galiba, bir ses duydum.\u00c7ocukla beraber k\u0131\u00e7ta oturmu\u015ftuk. D\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131k: On kula\u00e7 \u00f6temizde terli, \u015fi\u015fman bir zenci \u00e7ocu\u011fu g\u00f6zleriyle fok, bize bak\u0131yordu.Bakt\u0131 ve dald\u0131.
\n– Orada m\u0131? dedi Kalafat.Sotiri:
\n– Dald\u0131, dedi.
\n– Yine \u00e7\u0131kar. Ma\u011farada geceler. Keyfi ka\u00e7t\u0131 o\u011flan\u0131n, biz var diye…Bu ihtiyar m\u00fcnzevi, senelerden beri buralarda. B\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f uzak denizlerini, y\u00fczlerce kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, binlerce \u00e7ocu\u011funu, basm\u0131\u015f gelmi\u015f Marmara’n\u0131n bu Sivriada’s\u0131na…G\u00fcne\u015f bat\u0131yor, mart\u0131lar hayk\u0131r\u0131yor, karabataklar sudan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, \u0131slak kanatlar\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rabilmek i\u00e7in deli gibi \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131yorlar. Ay\u0131 bal\u0131\u011f\u0131 yeniden b\u00fcy\u00fck bir sesle \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, b\u00fcy\u00fck bir nefesle tekrar dal\u0131yor. Mart\u0131lar geliyor, karabataklar gidiyor. Ak\u015fam b\u00fcy\u00fck bir vaveyla i\u00e7inde vah\u015fi, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131; dalgalar esmer kayalar\u0131 d\u00f6v\u00fcyor.Ma\u011faran\u0131n i\u00e7inde Kalafat, k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 lekelerle sular i\u00e7inde h\u00e2l\u00e2 karides avl\u0131yordu.\"1972384_10202400178544093_2111360773_n\"<\/a>
\n– Sotiri! diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131 birdenbire. Sen livar\u0131 haz\u0131rla da \u015fu karidesleri koyal\u0131m. K\u0131\u00e7alt\u0131nda bir tane daha var. Ama, iyi bak, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcn bezi delik olmas\u0131n.Sotiri, kay\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde batm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcne\u015fin bir par\u00e7as\u0131 gibi k\u0131m\u0131ldad\u0131. Siyah kafas\u0131 ve k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 elleriyle, mavi g\u00f6zleriyle, kaya, deniz, g\u00fcne\u015f, bal\u0131k, renk ve kokusuyla ayaklar\u0131m\u0131n dibinde k\u0131\u00e7alt\u0131na do\u011fru uzand\u0131.Kalafat kep\u00e7eyi ba\u015f\u00fcst\u00fcne koydu ve kendisi de ma\u011faran\u0131n deli\u011finden f\u0131rlad\u0131:
\n– Ulan Sotiri, bulamad\u0131n m\u0131 \u00f6teki livar\u0131? Ver \u015fimdilik oradan \u00e7ap\u00e7a\u011f\u0131, dedi.
\n\u00c7ap\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 ben uzatt\u0131m.Sotiri k\u0131\u00e7alt\u0131ndan bo\u011fuk bo\u011fuk:
\n– Bulam\u0131yorum livar\u0131 usta, diyordu.Ma\u011faray\u0131 ay\u0131 bal\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131p Sivri’nin Yass\u0131’ya bakan k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Sandal\u0131 \u00e7ak\u0131la \u00e7ektik.Sotiri ile Kalafat, \u00e7al\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131 aramaya gittiler. Ben k\u0131y\u0131da beyaz \u00e7ak\u0131llara oturdum. \u00dc\u00e7 ad\u0131m \u00f6temde, ak\u015fam\u0131n \u015fimdi g\u00f6vermi\u015f renklerine do\u011fru k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 sallayan bir mart\u0131ya dald\u0131m.Mart\u0131 arka\u00fcst\u00fc yatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6rdek ayaklar\u0131 ara s\u0131ra havay\u0131 d\u00f6v\u00fcyordu. Ne oluyor, diye mart\u0131ya do\u011fru gittim. Hayvan\u0131n g\u00f6zleri a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. G\u00fczel kafas\u0131 da ara s\u0131ra sallan\u0131yordu.Sotiri, s\u0131rt\u0131nda k\u0131y\u0131ya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f bo\u015f bir portakal sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 ile tepemde g\u00f6z\u00fck\u00fcverdi.
\n– Ne oluyor bu mart\u0131ya, Sotiri? dedim.
\n– \u00d6l\u00fcyor be! dedi, ne olacak?
\n– Sahi \u00f6l\u00fcyor mu?
\n– Yok, yalandan. \u00d6l\u00fcyor i\u015fte…Sotiri, portakal sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, geceyi ge\u00e7irece\u011fimiz iki kaya aras\u0131na f\u0131rlatt\u0131. Tekrar Kalafat’a yeti\u015fmek \u00fczere kayalara t\u0131rmand\u0131. Bir mart\u0131, bir nisan ak\u015fam\u0131nda s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc uzanm\u0131\u015f, h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00f6lmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. \u0130\u00e7imi bir keder yalad\u0131. Yan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lam\u0131yordum. Mart\u0131n\u0131n kafas\u0131n\u0131 ellerime alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bir avu\u00e7 deniz suyu getirip a\u011fz\u0131na damlatt\u0131m. \u015eiddetle kafas\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131. Bir titredi. Ve \u00f6ld\u00fc.Yass\u0131ada’n\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 yand\u0131. Uzaktan bir taka ge\u00e7ti. Keyfim ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015f, \u00fczg\u00fcn, a\u011flamakl\u0131 gibiydim. Can\u0131m bir taraftan ac\u0131 bir t\u00fcrk\u00fc s\u00f6ylemek \u00e7ekiyordu.Onlar ate\u015fi yak\u0131p toplad\u0131klar\u0131 midyeleri bir teneke \u00fcst\u00fcnde pi\u015firirlerken ben h\u00e2l\u00e2 mart\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m.
\nKalafat:
\n– Ne oluyorsun be? dedi. \u015eair misin, ne boksun?
\n– Mart\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fc de… dedim.
\n– Mart\u0131 da \u00f6l\u00fcr, dedi. \u0130nsan \u00f6lm\u00fcyor mu?D\u00fcnyan\u0131n yarad\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m \u015fimdi, insan\u0131n ilk zamanlar\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yorduk. Onlar avl\u0131yorlard\u0131, ate\u015f yak\u0131yorlard\u0131. Ben mart\u0131ya ait bir mersiye yazm\u0131\u015f ate\u015fin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda okumak \u00fczereydim.B\u00fct\u00fcn kabile halk\u0131 bana k\u0131zm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\n– Bu herif \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmayacak m\u0131? Oturup kayalara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnecek mi? Mart\u0131 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f. Onu seyredip bize masal m\u0131 anlatacak?G\u00fcnd\u00fcz g\u00fcne\u015fin i\u00e7inde b\u00f6yle s\u00f6yleyenler, gece olup da k\u00fct\u00fckler, \u00e7al\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131 yan\u0131nca, \u00f6b\u00fcr tarafta r\u00fczg\u00e2r, denizi homur homur s\u00f6yletirken, mart\u0131lan h\u00e2l\u00e2 deli gibi ba\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131rken ben bir t\u00fcrk\u00fc, mart\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc tutturacakt\u0131m. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131 bir \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc, bir garipseme, bir birbirine sokulma hissi saracakt\u0131. Sonra bu hal belki de i\u015fe yaramaz adam\u0131n bir vazifesi olarak tan\u0131nacakt\u0131. Bir iki g\u00fcn a\u011f tamir edecek, bal\u0131k tutacak, beceremeyecek, fakat ak\u015famlar\u0131 da onlara \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp sevinme arzular\u0131 veren t\u00fcrk\u00fcler s\u00f6yleyemeyecektim.
\n– Ne susars\u0131n be herif? diyeceklerdi. Hani b\u00fclb\u00fcl gibi \u00f6terdin geceleri?..Ertesi sabah beni bal\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131karken uyand\u0131rmayacaklard\u0131. B\u0131rakacaklard\u0131 kendi halime.Kalafat:
\n– Ee, dedi, anlat bakal\u0131m \u015fu mart\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc…
\n– Mart\u0131, dedim, \u00fc\u00e7 ad\u0131m \u00f6temdeydi. G\u00fcne\u015f yeni batm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Do\u011fudan bir mavi karanl\u0131k a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r kayalara, \u00e7ak\u0131llara, \u00e7ak\u0131llardan v\u00fccuduma sinmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.Kalafat’la Sotiri birbirlerine bakakald\u0131lar:
\n– Ee, sonra? dediler.Utand\u0131m, sustum.Ate\u015fin kenar\u0131na koydu\u011fum midyeyi ald\u0131m. Biraz limon s\u0131kt\u0131m. Bir lokma ekmekle att\u0131m a\u011fz\u0131ma.Sotiri yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ma uzanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00f6zleri uyku i\u00e7inde, y\u00fcz\u00fcme dikilmi\u015fti. Yine,
\n– Ee, sonra, dedi.Kalafat’a bakt\u0131m. G\u00f6zlerini kapam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\n– Dinliyor musun Kalafat? dedim.Cevap vermedi. Sotiri ondan tarafa d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Dikkatle bakt\u0131:
\n– Uyudu, dedi, bana anlat.
\n– \u00d6len mart\u0131y\u0131 tan\u0131yordum, dedim. Hani iki hafta \u00f6nce \u00f6len Tahir’in mart\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131. Ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc bir mart\u0131yd\u0131 o. \u00d6tekiler gibi ba\u011f\u0131rmazd\u0131. Bir kayan\u0131n tepesine \u00e7\u0131kar, oradan Tahir’in sandal\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zlerdi. U\u00e7ard\u0131 do\u011fru Tahir’in sandal\u0131na. Surattan da anlard\u0131 kerata. Tahir somurtkan adamd\u0131. Pek keyifsizse gelir, sandal\u0131n k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na otururdu. Yemlerin kafas\u0131n\u0131, k\u0131l\u00e7\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, bek\u00e7i bal\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, ince izmaritleri Tahir f\u0131rlat\u0131r, ona atard\u0131. Ara s\u0131ra konu\u015furlard\u0131 da. Ne Tahir onsuz, ne o Tahir’siz ya\u015fayabilirdi. \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn s\u0131rt s\u0131rta r\u00fczg\u00e2r esse, Tahir de ba\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kmasa, mart\u0131 tenezz\u00fcl edip de \u00e7\u00f6p mavnalar\u0131na do\u011fru kanat \u00e7\u0131rpmazd\u0131. Tembel miydi, \u015fair miydi bilmem ki?..Hik\u00e2yem g\u00fczel olmuyordu. Fark\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Ama yava\u015f yava\u015f a\u00e7\u0131lacakt\u0131m: Ate\u015f kor kesilmi\u015fti. Ay \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\nBakt\u0131m Sotiri’ye: Kafas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, o da uyumu\u015ftu. Ben b\u00fct\u00fcn gece uyumad\u0131m. Mart\u0131lar simsiyah, ay\u0131n alt\u0131nda dola\u015f\u0131p durdular: Sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 iskele sancak \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 ile durgun sular\u0131 bize do\u011fru atan bir vapur ge\u00e7ti. Aman ne g\u00fczeldi bu vapur sabaha kar\u015f\u0131. Kalafat’\u0131 uyand\u0131rd\u0131m. Vapuru g\u00f6sterdim:
\n– Ne g\u00fczel, bak, Kalafat, dedim.
\n– Sen sahiden ka\u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015fs\u0131n! dedi.Kafas\u0131n\u0131 bir iki defa sallad\u0131. Bir daha vapura bakt\u0131. Bir daha sallad\u0131. Y\u0131rt\u0131k paltosuna girip kayboldu.<\/span><\/div>\n

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Sait Faik Abas\u0131yan\u0131k \u00a0(Son Ku\u015flar,\u00a01952) Bir nisan ak\u015fam\u0131, yola \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Geceyi o yan\u0131p yan\u0131p s\u00f6nen \u0131\u015f\u0131klar adas\u0131nda ge\u00e7irecek, sabah erkenden su \u00fcst\u00fc karag\u00f6z\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kacakt\u0131k.Niyetimiz daha erken yola \u00e7\u0131kmakt\u0131 ya. Hava bir tuhaft\u0131. Uzakta f\u0131rt\u0131na bulutuna da benzer sis vard\u0131. Bir g\u00fcndo\u011frusu bu sisi temizleyiverdi.\u00a0 \u00a0Bu sefer de g\u00fcndo\u011frudan bir kara bulut gelip ya\u011fmurunu bo\u015faltt\u0131. Sonra …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3295,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[1,8],"tags":[81],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dokuzadabirdeniz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dokuzadabirdeniz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dokuzadabirdeniz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dokuzadabirdeniz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dokuzadabirdeniz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=81"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/dokuzadabirdeniz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3423,"href":"https:\/\/dokuzadabirdeniz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81\/revisions\/3423"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dokuzadabirdeniz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3295"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dokuzadabirdeniz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=81"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dokuzadabirdeniz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=81"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dokuzadabirdeniz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=81"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}