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Kalender –\u00a0<\/strong>Ceren Cevahir G\u00fcndo\u011fan<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u00dcst\u00fcme vuran tuzlu sudan dalgalar\u0131n getirdi\u011fi sesleri duydum \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyunca. Burgaz-K\u0131nal\u0131 aras\u0131ndaki \u00e7ukurda \u00e7ok sallar\u0131m, her g\u00fcn benimle yol gidenler uykular\u0131nda olsalar bile bu sallanmaktan anlarlar ki K\u0131nal\u0131\u2019ya varmak \u00fczereyiz. Boncuk Kaptan d\u00fcmendeyse, o g\u00fcn keyfim yerindedir. Onun oldu\u011fu g\u00fcnler, K\u0131nal\u0131 \u0130skelesi\u2019nde fazladan \u00fc\u00e7 dakika bekleriz. Her zamanki gibi Ender bey gecikmi\u015f, yuvarlana yuvarlana Yarba\u015f\u0131ndaki evinden iskeleye ko\u015fturur. Boncuk Kaptan, Ender bey binmeden asla hareket etmez. El sallar Ender bey Kaptan\u2019a. \u0130stanbul\u2019a devam ederiz. Mevsimlerden k\u0131\u015fsa, yolcular\u0131m\u0131n say\u0131s\u0131 azal\u0131r. Yine de hi\u00e7 bo\u015f b\u0131rakmazlar beni. Onlardan Arap\u00e7a konu\u015fmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim, Rumca \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylemeyi. \u0130ngilizceyi konu\u015facak kadar olmasa da anl\u0131yorum. Her sabah kim bindi kim eksik, l\u00fcks mevkide kim var, alt katta kim\u2026 Hepsini bilirim.<\/p>\n \u015eimdi saat 07.39\u2026 Az sonra K\u0131nal\u0131ada\u2019ya yana\u015faca\u011f\u0131z. Boncuk Kaptan d\u00fcmendeyse usulca s\u00fcz\u00fclece\u011fim iskeleye. S\u00fcsl\u00fc Bahri d\u00fcmendeyse u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131raca\u011f\u0131m onu. K\u0131\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 her seferinde h\u0131\u015f\u0131mla iskeleye vurup k\u00fcfrediyor.\u00a0 O k\u00fcfredince inat edece\u011fim yana\u015fmamak i\u00e7in. Ender bey nefes nefese ko\u015fmaya ba\u015flayacak, Boncuk Kaptan d\u00fcd\u00fck \u00e7alacak. Ender beyi almadan hareket etmeyece\u011fiz. \u00c7\u0131mac\u0131 L\u00fctf\u00fc, gece iskeleyi kapatmak \u00fczereyken gen\u00e7lerin misinayla ba\u011flad\u0131klar\u0131 iskele \u00e7an\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131p durmalar\u0131ndan uykusuz, tatl\u0131 huysuzlu\u011fuyla herkes binince \u00a0iskeleyi toplayacak, halatlar \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclecek. Yola devam edece\u011fiz. Okula giden \u00e7ocuklar uykulu g\u00f6zleri, hi\u00e7 dinmeyen ne\u015feleriyle ko\u015fturacaklar. B\u00fcy\u00fckada\u2019da restoranda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan garson Ali, uykusunu b\u00f6len \u00e7ocuklara k\u0131zacak; \u201cba\u011f\u0131rmasan\u0131za o\u011flum\u201d diyip yumacak g\u00f6zlerini. Kendi restoran\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na ge\u00e7ece\u011fi g\u00fcnlerin hayaline d\u00f6necek. Ama \u00f6nce, para denkle\u015ftirebilirse Van\u2019daki s\u00f6zl\u00fcs\u00fcyle evlenecek.<\/p>\n Lodos varsa pek keyiflenirim. Eskiden, Boncuk Kaptan\u2019\u0131n benimle konu\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir g\u00fcn denizle inatla\u015ft\u0131m. O sa\u011f yapt\u0131k\u00e7a ben sol yapt\u0131m, o sol yapt\u0131k\u00e7a ben sa\u011f\u2026 Kaptan K\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn\u00fcn camlar\u0131na kadar deniz \u00e7arpt\u0131. B\u00fcfede yere d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp k\u0131r\u0131lan bardaklar\u0131n-tepsilerin sesini duydum. Daha s\u00fcrd\u00fcrecekken yolcular\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131na dayanamad\u0131m, b\u0131rakt\u0131m d\u00fcmeni Boncuk Kaptan\u2019a. Biraz daha rotaya girince terini silip \u201ckorkuttun beni ihtiyar\u201d dedi. \u2018Gene neye dellendin?\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n Boncuk Kaptan has adamd\u0131r. Konu\u015fur benimle, sabahlar\u0131 \u201cg\u00fcnayd\u0131n ihtiyar\u201d der, \u201cbug\u00fcn de kafan\u0131n dikine gidecek misin?\u201d O g\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde ben de g\u00fclerim. Tepesi atm\u0131\u015fsa ben de k\u0131zg\u0131n olurum. B\u00fcy\u00fckada\u2019daki evinden sabahlar\u0131 erkenden kamaraya gelir, d\u00fcmeni, telsizi kontrol eder. Briyantinli sa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00f6zenle taral\u0131, g\u00f6mle\u011finin yakas\u0131 daima kolal\u0131d\u0131r. Boncuk Kaptan, annesi ve k\u0131z karde\u015fiyle ya\u015far. B\u00fcfeci \u00e7ocuk, tek \u015fekerli demli \u00e7ay\u0131yla pastaneden taze \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, s\u0131cac\u0131k b\u00f6rekitaslar\u0131 getirir. Boncuk Kaptan kahvalt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yaparken radyoda sevdi\u011fi makamlar \u00e7alar.<\/p>\n Bir sevdal\u0131s\u0131 var, madam Marika. Burgazada\u2019dan al\u0131r\u0131z onu haftan\u0131n iki g\u00fcn\u00fc. Kaptan K\u00f6\u015fk\u00fc\u2019ne gelir usulca. O i\u00e7eri girince g\u00f6zleri parlar Kaptan\u2019\u0131n. Kimseler g\u00f6rmesin diye k\u0131sac\u0131k kucakla\u015f\u0131rlar. Aralar\u0131nda Rumca konu\u015furlar. Kaptan Rumcay\u0131 Giritli annesinden \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015f. Babas\u0131 Bahriye Subay\u0131 Necati bey Girit\u2019e gittikleri bir sefer a\u015f\u0131k olmu\u015f madam Katrin\u2019e. Katrin\u2019in babas\u0131 evlenmelerine raz\u0131 gelmeyince de birlikte ka\u00e7\u0131p B\u00fcy\u00fckada\u2019ya gelmi\u015fler. Heybeliada\u2019da bahriye okulunda \u00f6\u011fretmenmi\u015f Necati bey. Ben de Rumcay\u0131 Kaptan\u2019la Madam Marika\u2019dan \u00f6\u011frendim. \u00d6yle tatl\u0131 s\u00f6zler s\u00f6ylerler ki birbirlerine\u2026<\/p>\n Gece olup da son seferden d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fte, Kaptan, arkada\u015flar\u0131yla iki tek atmak i\u00e7in evden \u00f6nce meyhanenin yolunu tuttu\u011funda beni bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn sarar. I\u015f\u0131klar\u0131m s\u00f6n\u00fck, yolcular yokken, ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fum iskelede sabah\u0131n olmas\u0131n\u0131 beklerim. Boncuk Kaptan\u2019\u0131n o g\u00fcn benimle konu\u015ftuklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm. Kaptan sa\u011flam boks\u00f6rd\u00fcr. \u2018Bizden ge\u00e7ti ihtiyar\u2019 \u00a0diyip durur ama kamaraya onu ziyarete gelenlerden biliyorum. \u00c7ok yaman boks\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f. Hi\u00e7 anlatmaz bu k\u0131sm\u0131. \u2018Az k\u0131r\u0131lmad\u0131 elim!\u2019 diyip ge\u00e7i\u015ftirir. Bir seferinde vurdu\u011fu yumruk y\u00fcz\u00fcnden rakibi sa\u011f\u0131r olmu\u015f. Boks\u00f6r\u00fcn kar\u0131s\u0131 elinde bebesi Boncuk\u2019un kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p da \u2018o\u011flunun baba dedi\u011fini duyamayacak, yaz\u0131klar olsun sana\u2019 diyip y\u00fcz\u00fcne t\u00fck\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f. O olaydan sonra kahretmi\u015f. Bir daha ne ma\u00e7a \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f ne birine yumruk atm\u0131\u015f. Bu ara s\u0131ra gelen ziyaret\u00e7ilerden biri anas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc. Parmaklar\u0131 alt\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fck dolu, konu\u015furken pis pis s\u0131r\u0131tan bir adam.\u00a0Boncuk Kaptan\u2019\u0131n tekrar ma\u00e7a \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7ok paralar teklif etti. Son geli\u015finde, Boncuk onu da kovdu ya\u2026 Art\u0131k iskelede gemiye binmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan bu adam, kamaran\u0131n cam\u0131ndan kendisini g\u00f6ren Boncuk Kaptan\u2019a yalvarmaktan vazge\u00e7medi. \u2018A\u011fabey, n\u2019olursun geleyim. Bak vallahi \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli mevzular var.\u2019 Boncuk duymazl\u0131ktan gelir. D\u00fcmeni k\u0131rar, yolumuza gideriz. Kaptan benim d\u00fcnyam. Baz\u0131 ak\u015famlar seferler bitip de zuladan bir tek \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p i\u00e7ti\u011finde radyodan \u00e7alan rebetikoyla ne\u015feleniriz, de\u011fmeyin keyfimize.<\/p>\n Yaz sonu, Eyl\u00fcl ba\u015f\u0131 bir g\u00fcn Boncuk kamaraya geldi\u011finde t\u00fcm gece uyumad\u0131\u011f\u0131 belliydi. \u2018Namussuzlar, her yeri yak\u0131p y\u0131k\u0131yor ihtiyar\u2019 dedi. Ne oldu\u011funu anlatmad\u0131 ama k\u00f6t\u00fc \u015feyler oldu\u011fu belliydi. Madam Marika\u2019y\u0131 Burgazada\u2019dan ald\u0131k. Yazl\u0131k elbisesi, eldivenleri ve \u015fapkas\u0131yla \u00e7ok \u015f\u0131kt\u0131. Ellerini ovu\u015fturup kederli g\u00f6zleriyle bak\u0131n\u0131yordu. Kaptan d\u00fcmeni s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 tutmu\u015f, mavi g\u00f6zleri uzaklara dalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Madam Marika, gitmek zorunday\u0131z diyordu. \u00c7ocuklar\u2026 kocam\u2026 Dinlemiyordu Boncuk Kaptan. Madam\u2019\u0131n kocas\u0131yla i\u015flettikleri restorana sald\u0131rm\u0131\u015flar. Burada kalamay\u0131z art\u0131k<\/em>\u2026 Kalmad\u0131lar da.<\/p>\n Kad\u0131k\u00f6y\u00fcne yana\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda Boncuk Kaptan Madam Marika\u2019n\u0131n ellerini tutup \u00f6pt\u00fc. Onu ilk kez diz \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Madam\u2019\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131na ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 koyup \u2018Ahh Marika, Marikamu..\u2019 dedi. Madam sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131 Kaptan\u2019\u0131n.Gitmeliyim<\/em>\u2026 g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 Kaptan\u2019\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131na, Kaptan\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 Madam\u2019\u0131n elbisesine d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc. Aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131 Kaptan, Madam\u2019\u0131n ellerini s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 tutarak kendine \u00e7ekti. Birbirlerinin g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fcler. Madam, a\u011flayarak kendini geri \u00e7ekti. \u00c7antas\u0131ndan bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p Kaptan\u2019a uzatt\u0131, kap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131karken d\u00f6n\u00fcp Kaptan\u2019a bakt\u0131. Beni unutma\u2026 beni unutma\u2026<\/em>H\u0131zla kap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p gitti. Kaptan camdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, iskeleye ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 uzatt\u0131. \u0130skeleden ko\u015farak uzakla\u015fan son yolcu, eldivenli ve yazl\u0131k elbisesiyle bir kad\u0131nd\u0131. Eliyle g\u00f6zlerini siliyordu.<\/p>\n Boncuk Kaptan uzun uzun d\u00fcd\u00fck \u00e7ald\u0131. Madam\u2019\u0131n arkas\u0131ndan bir o bir ben en son b\u00f6yle a\u011flad\u0131k.<\/p>\n Madam gittikten sonra Boncuk, eski Boncuk olmad\u0131.\u00a0 K\u0131z karde\u015fi evlenip Trabzon\u2019a gelin gitti. Annesi k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre sonra \u00f6ld\u00fc.\u00a0Hayat\u0131ndaki t\u00fcm kad\u0131nlar sanki s\u0131ra ile yok olunca Boncuk\u2019u bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k duygusu sard\u0131. Daha \u00e7ok i\u00e7meye ba\u015flad\u0131. Bana yine iyi davran\u0131rd\u0131 ama eski ne\u015fesi yoktu.\u00a0 G\u00fcnd\u00fczleri de i\u00e7iyor, hi\u00e7 kimseyle konu\u015fmuyordu.\u00a0 Yine yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131yd\u0131 da g\u00f6mlekleri \u00fct\u00fcl\u00fc-kolal\u0131 de\u011fildi. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n ak\u0131 artm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Arada s\u0131rada Madam Marika\u2019n\u0131n foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r bakar, i\u00e7 \u00e7ekerdi. Onun i\u00e7in elimden hi\u00e7bir \u015fey gelmiyordu.\u00a0 Bir iki kere iskeleye yana\u015f\u0131rken fena \u00e7arpt\u0131k. Biri o kadar \u00f6nemli de\u011fildi de ikinci seferde \u00e7ok korkun\u00e7 bir kaza atlatt\u0131k. K\u0131nal\u0131ada\u2019da iskeleye tam yana\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k ki, motoru gerekti\u011fi kadar yava\u015flatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan, halat\u0131n ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fu baba, gerilime dayanamayarak kopup g\u00fcverteme d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u00c7\u0131mac\u0131 L\u00fctf\u00fc \u2018babay\u0131 ald\u0131n bee, yava\u015f yava\u015f!\u2019 diye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Boncuk\u2019a. Boncuk severdi \u00c7\u0131mac\u0131 L\u00fctf\u00fc\u2019y\u00fc. Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey demedi. Yalpalad\u0131k ama \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ki hi\u00e7 kimsenin k\u0131l\u0131na zarar gelmeden atlatt\u0131k. Baban\u0131n \u00e7arpt\u0131\u011f\u0131 sa\u011f yan\u0131m fena hasar ald\u0131. Bu olaydan sonra Boncuk da ben de toparlayamad\u0131k. Ellerinin titremesi uzaktan bile fark ediliyordu. Ben de yorgundum.\u00a0 Birlikte g\u00fczel y\u0131llar ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f, birlikte h\u0131zla yorgun d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. Bak\u0131ma, onar\u0131mlara ra\u011fmen ihtiya\u00e7lara cevap veremiyordum. Emeklili\u011fimiz gelmi\u015fti. Zaten o yaz, nerede o g\u00fczelim vapurlar dedirtecek kadar \u00e7irkin, anlams\u0131z gemileri soktular devreye. Bir g\u00fcn, seferi tamamlam\u0131\u015f, Kabata\u015f \u0130skele\u2019de saati bekliyor, Boncuk\u2019la Kaptan k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcm\u00fczde radyo dinliyorduk. H\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fcyd\u00fc. Yollar\u0131 t\u00fckettik ihtiyar, dedi. Az \u00f6nce sen de ben de son seferimizi yapt\u0131k. Yutkundu. Korkmu\u015ftum, hi\u00e7bir \u015fey anlam\u0131yordum. Tahmin etti\u011fim \u015feyleri s\u00f6yleyecek diye anlamam\u0131\u015f gibi yap\u0131yordum. Seni buradan Tuzla\u2019daki tersaneye \u00e7ekecekler. Beni de emekli ettiler. Yolumuz bitti ihtiyar\u2026 yolumuz bitti. Boncuk,\u00a0 d\u00fcmenimdeki y\u00fcksek sandalyesine \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc, eliyle g\u00f6zlerini ovu\u015fturdu. A\u011fl\u0131yordu. A\u011fl\u0131yorduk. \u0130\u00e7imden ka\u00e7mak, Boncuk\u2019la beraber uzaklara a\u00e7\u0131lmak geldi. Bize hi\u00e7 kimsenin ula\u015famayaca\u011f\u0131 diyarlara gitsek, Boncuk y\u00fcr\u00fc ihtiyar dese, otursa d\u00fcmenimin ba\u015f\u0131na, zarif ve g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc elleriyle istedi\u011fi yere b\u00fckse. S\u0131rf o g\u00fcls\u00fcn diye inatla\u015fsam, inad\u0131n tuttu yine, ke\u00e7i! Dese, \u015fakala\u015fsak\u2026 Madam Marika\u2019n\u0131n oldu\u011fu limana yana\u015fsam, madam\u0131 da al\u0131p gitsek\u2026 gitsek\u2026 \u00d6m\u00fcr hi\u00e7 sonlanmasa\u2026 Sigaras\u0131n\u0131 yakt\u0131 Boncuk, \u00f6ks\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u00a0 \u0130\u00e7 cebinden kanya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p i\u00e7ti. Gen\u00e7tim o zamanlar ihtiyar. Daha seninle tan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Babam sa\u011fd\u0131. Kab\u0131ma s\u0131\u011fmazd\u0131m. Ada dar gelirdi y\u00fcre\u011fime. Boksu da b\u0131rakt\u0131ktan sonra ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemiyor \u00e7ekip gitmek istiyordum. Sonunda tayfa olup a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131m.\u00a0 \u0130talya, Pire. Oradan Amerika. Tekrar Avrupa. Gezmedi\u011fim \u00fclke, vurmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u0131y\u0131, busesinden \u00f6pmedi\u011fim g\u00fczel kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Carmen, Juliette, Emma\u2026 Eve u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir seferde, arkada\u015flarla Burgaz\u2019a rak\u0131ya gittik. Bir bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, \u00e7i\u00e7ekler i\u00e7inde, c\u0131v\u0131l c\u0131v\u0131l. Arkada\u015flar kay\u0131kta i\u00e7elim diye \u0131srar etti de tutturdum illa buraya girelim diye. Girdik, oturduk. Kader\u2026 Marika\u2019m\u0131n kocas\u0131yla i\u015fletti\u011fi lokantaym\u0131\u015f, nereden bileyim? Beyazlar i\u00e7inde, kara g\u00f6zl\u00fc, ince belli, yan\u0131k tenli bir dilber\u2026 i\u00e7im titredi. Kalbim yerinde de\u011filmi\u015f de oraya bir ku\u015f girmi\u015f, p\u0131r p\u0131r \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r. \u00d6yle bir his. Ben Marika\u2019y\u0131 daha g\u00f6rmeden ona sevdal\u0131yd\u0131m ihtiyar. Onu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ilk anda anlad\u0131m bunu. O gece sabaha bitti. Gece bitti ama y\u00fcre\u011fimdeki ku\u015f \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r, d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmak ister. Muhabbet ister. D\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm pe\u015fine. S\u00fcrekli izliyorum onu. Bir kay\u0131k ald\u0131m, bal\u0131\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. En tazelerini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp lokantalara veriyorum.\u00a0 Para kazanaca\u011f\u0131mdan de\u011fil, s\u0131rf ona yakla\u015fabilmek i\u00e7in\u2026 Yakla\u015ft\u0131m. \u00c7ok dil d\u00f6kt\u00fcm ona. \u00d6yle kolay da be\u011fenmez haa\u2026 \u0130ki y\u0131l\u0131n sonunda ancak kavu\u015ftum Marika\u2019ma. Ben her \u015feye raz\u0131yd\u0131m. Kocas\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rakmazsa b\u0131rakmas\u0131n. O da beni seviyordu ya isterse Rab can\u0131m\u0131 als\u0131n, ne gam! Sonra i\u015fte, Kaptan oldum. Birlikte ilk seferimizi hat\u0131rl\u0131yor musun? Birine mi k\u0131zm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n bana ho\u015f geldin mi diyordun neyse d\u00fcmeni b\u0131rakm\u0131yordun bana bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc. Yoksa kendini mi tan\u0131t\u0131yordun bana? Hey gidi kalenderlerin ihtiyar\u2026 kocad\u0131k.<\/p>\n Nas\u0131l hat\u0131rlamam? \u00c7i\u00e7e\u011fi burnundayd\u0131k ikimiz de. 1946 senesiydi. Madam Marika\u2019n\u0131n Yunanistan\u2019a gitmek zorunda kalmas\u0131ndan on y\u0131l \u00f6nce. Bo\u011fazi\u00e7i hatt\u0131ndayd\u0131m o yaz. Bir sabah gen\u00e7, beyaz g\u00f6mle\u011fi pantolonu i\u00e7inde, briyantinlenmi\u015f sa\u00e7lar\u0131, g\u00fcne\u015f yan\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fc, mavi g\u00f6zleriyle s\u0131r\u0131m gibi bir delikanl\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015fti d\u00fcmenin ba\u015f\u0131na. Efendi, kendinden emin bir hali vard\u0131. \u0130\u00e7im \u0131s\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ona, bir ho\u015f geldin demek i\u00e7in d\u00fcmeni kitleyip epey u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m onu. Kan ter i\u00e7inde kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki bu kadar yeter deyip Arnavutk\u00f6y\u2019e yana\u015ft\u0131m. \u0130lk o zaman konu\u015fmu\u015ftu benimle. \u2018\u2019Ne inat\u00e7\u0131ym\u0131\u015fs\u0131n sen yahu, b\u00f6yle mi ho\u015f geldin denir adama?\u2019\u2019 Anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 benim Boncuk Kaptan\u2019\u0131m onunla \u015fakala\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131. Mendiliyle y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc silmi\u015fti.\u00a0Arnavutk\u00f6y\u2019\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131mac\u0131s\u0131 bana do\u011fru gelmek i\u00e7in bekleyen yolcular\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 her zamanki gibi \u2018\u00e7ek elleriii, Bo\u011fazi\u00e7i\u2019 diyerek s\u00fcr\u00fcklemi\u015f, \u00e7oluk \u00e7ocuk ko\u015fturup dolu\u015fmu\u015flard\u0131. Arnavutk\u00f6y\u2019den \u00c7engelk\u00f6y\u2019e hen\u00fcz hareket etmi\u015ftim ki bir g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc pat\u0131rt\u0131 koptu. Kaptan K\u00f6\u015fk\u00fc\u2019n\u00fcn kap\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcndeki sesler, kap\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131yla i\u00e7eriye ta\u015ft\u0131. Mi\u00e7olardan biri ile g\u00fcvenlik\u00e7i, gen\u00e7ten bir delikanl\u0131y\u0131 alm\u0131\u015flar aralar\u0131na, delikanl\u0131 bunlar\u0131 savu\u015fturuyor. \u0130lla Kaptan K\u00f6\u015fk\u00fc\u2019ne girece\u011fim diye. Boncuk araya girdi. Kan ter i\u00e7indeki Delikanl\u0131\u2019y\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131rd\u0131, mi\u00e7o ile g\u00fcvenlik\u00e7iyi d\u0131\u015far\u0131 yollad\u0131. Ho\u015f geldin delikanl\u0131, dedi Boncuk. \u0130nce y\u00fczl\u00fc, uzun boylu delikanl\u0131, Can\u2019m\u0131\u015f ad\u0131, zafer kazanm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fundan rahatlam\u0131\u015f, i\u00e7eri girebildi\u011fi i\u00e7in \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n, etraf\u0131 inceliyordu. Boncuk bu sessiz misafiri konu\u015fturdu nihayet. Can, Arnavutk\u00f6y\u2019deki evlerinin cam\u0131ndan ne zaman geldi\u011fimi g\u00f6rse, Kalender geldi diyerek sahile f\u0131rlar Ak\u0131nt\u0131burnu\u2019ndan Bebek\u2019e kadar ko\u015farak benimle yar\u0131\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Boncuk\u2019un y\u00fcz\u00fc ayd\u0131nland\u0131. Demek bu inat\u00e7\u0131 Kalender\u2019e sevdaland\u0131n haa, i\u015fin zor dedi. G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcler. Can, e\u011fer eli kolu doluyken beni g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fse ko\u015famayaca\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in po\u015fetleri yere b\u0131rak\u0131r, bir g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0131s\u0131p di\u011feriyle bana bakar ve ba\u015f parma\u011f\u0131yla izleyerek yar\u0131\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f benimle. \u00c7ok tatl\u0131 bir \u00e7ocuktu. O g\u00fcnden sonra, Arnavutk\u00f6y\u2019e yakla\u015f\u0131rken ona \u00f6zel selam\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 verdik Boncuk\u2019la. D\u00f6rt kere k\u0131sa d\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7al\u0131yorduk. Boncuk, ben ve Can\u2019\u0131n aras\u0131nda bir i\u015faretti bu. \u015eimdi nerededir o delikanl\u0131 kim bilir? Yine \u00f6yle tutkuyla nelerin pe\u015finden gitti, nas\u0131l bir \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrd\u00fc? S\u00fcrd\u00fc m\u00fc? Kim bilir\u2026<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Madam Marika\u2019n\u0131n Atina\u2019ya gitti\u011fi Eyl\u00fcl ay\u0131nda kocad\u0131k biz. \u0130nsan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnden ne\u015feyi al\u0131rsan, y\u00fcre\u011findeki ku\u015f \u00f6l\u00fcr. \u0130sterse nefes als\u0131n, yesin i\u00e7sin, dola\u015fs\u0131n. Yok. Y\u00fcrek ku\u015fu p\u0131r p\u0131r etmedi mi, ihtiyar, benim inat\u00e7\u0131 arkada\u015f\u0131m, ya\u015f\u0131yor say\u0131lmaz hi\u00e7 kimse. \u015eimdi art\u0131k ayr\u0131l\u0131k vakti. Boncuk Kaptan g\u00f6zleri ya\u015fl\u0131 anlatt\u0131k\u00e7a hepsini hat\u0131rlad\u0131m. \u0130lk seferimizi, \u015fakala\u015fmalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, kederlerimizi, Madam Marika ile kucakla\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 \u015eimdi art\u0131k ya\u015faman\u0131n anlam\u0131 kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130ster Tuzla\u2019ya s\u00fcrs\u00fcnler beni, ister par\u00e7alara ay\u0131r\u0131p jilet fabrikas\u0131na\u2026 Hepsi ayn\u0131 yola \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor benim i\u00e7in. Boncuk ancak o zaman fark\u0131na vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m valizini ald\u0131, ba\u015fka bir zaman bulu\u015furuz yine belki ihtiyar. Beni unutma dedi. \u00c7\u0131kt\u0131. \u0130skeleye indi\u011finde d\u00f6nd\u00fc, ba\u015f\u0131ndaki f\u00f6tr \u015fapkas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p beni selamlad\u0131. Aksayan ad\u0131mlarla ilerledi. T\u0131pk\u0131 Madam Marika\u2019n\u0131n arkas\u0131ndan yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi uzun uzun d\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00f6tt\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n \u015eimdi, burada, y\u0131llard\u0131r ge\u00e7ip giden zaman\u0131, an\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. S\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm iskelede gen\u00e7 gemiler, s\u00fcper l\u00fcks yatlar in\u015fa ediliyor bir yanda. Onlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e kahroluyorum. Son kazada, iskele babas\u0131n\u0131n deldi\u011fi b\u00f6\u011fr\u00fcm s\u0131zl\u0131yordu; bu gen\u00e7 yatlar, gemiler haz\u0131r olup denize a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda.\u00a0 Bir me\u00e7hul\u00fcn i\u00e7inde, an\u0131lar denizinde pas tutuyorum. An\u0131lar kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k, bir ilk g\u00fcnlerim geliyor akl\u0131ma bir yolculardan alakas\u0131z olan olaylar\u2026 Sesler kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, y\u00fczler de\u011fi\u015fiyor.\u00a0 Yollar\u0131m bitti. Hi\u00e7 kimse beni duymuyor. Ben beni bilmiyorum art\u0131k.<\/p>\n T\u00fcm seslere kapat\u0131yorum kendimi, ge\u00e7mi\u015fi d\u00fc\u015fl\u00fcyorum. Saat 07.39\u2026 Az sonra K\u0131nal\u0131ada\u2019ya yana\u015faca\u011f\u0131z. Boncuk Kaptan d\u00fcmendeyse usulca s\u00fcz\u00fclece\u011fim iskeleye.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Kalender –\u00a0Ceren Cevahir G\u00fcndo\u011fan \u00dcst\u00fcme vuran tuzlu sudan dalgalar\u0131n getirdi\u011fi sesleri duydum \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyunca. Burgaz-K\u0131nal\u0131 aras\u0131ndaki \u00e7ukurda \u00e7ok sallar\u0131m, her g\u00fcn benimle yol gidenler uykular\u0131nda olsalar bile bu sallanmaktan anlarlar ki K\u0131nal\u0131\u2019ya varmak \u00fczereyiz. Boncuk Kaptan d\u00fcmendeyse, o g\u00fcn keyfim yerindedir. Onun oldu\u011fu g\u00fcnler, K\u0131nal\u0131 \u0130skelesi\u2019nde fazladan \u00fc\u00e7 dakika bekleriz. 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